That about sums it up, but of course there will be the curious ones, whom I don't blame for a second, so allow me to elaborate. Cryptically. Which will leave alllll sorts of room for you to ASSUME. SO I'm telling you right now, DON'T. I don't need MORE stress based on unfounded shit assumptions.
So here we are. Why I am stressed.
1: I'm depressed. Again/still. Time to up my meds; they think I have built a tolerance.
2: I have a crush. Always stressful especially since I never get to see him :/
3: I increasingly have to deal with people I don't like being closer and closer to me. Hooray.
4: I'm trying out for indoor color guard. I'm the only one who's never been in guard trying out.
5: I'm in scads of unhealthy relationships. There are only a few people who want to spend time with me who aren't killing me slowly. For example, I get freaked out a lot worrying about if newer friends really like me. JOY.
6: Catch 22s never ever ever leave me alone ever.

This journal entry is about to get me a lot of extra crap. You know what? I don't care. Because if nobody will listen, then I'm gonna put it right out there. This is how I feel. And how I feel is frequently pushed to the bottom of the priority list. I'm sick of that. So deal.

Yay.

Mood is neglect because while I get lots of attention, none of said attention has anything to do with how I feel or me as a person. I feel used. This journal entry may disappear after a while because I don't like to read my own thoughts. Not because the problems are all gone. Cause they won't all be gone.